Being single sucks. I’ve been single for almost 10 years now, and even that relationship (my first) was juvenile and never went past hugs.
Sometimes I think it would be much easier for me to stay positive if I just had someone to cuddle, snuggle and spoon with. Someone so that I wouldn’t be alone every evening retreating to the internet and TV to keep my sanity.
But let’s face it I’m not right for a relationship. Not only is it incredibly rare for me to get romantic or sexual feelings for somebody; I have too many issues that any relationship would turn me into even more of a clingy desperate person than I am now. And that would drive anyone away. :/
Im sick twisted bitter and useless,
Tonights dream featured:
Can’t I have a normal dream? :(